fuck off

powerhouse was great!
7 grps of friends there on a sat!
my new personal record!
but i know for myself i did not enjoy that much!

i saw something which i was lying to myself all the while!
pinning hopes blindly on something that i now can confirm will not come back
its time i move on.
its really time
sorry... it hurts badly
wad do u want me to do now??