course

was on course for the whole week
my internet down so nv update
its sucks to stay in.
when u got so much things u wanna do outside it just sucks.
nights out is boring as i have to be back by 2330.
without a car. i'm somehow crippled
and now! on a fri night!
my dad will only be home by 10!
car usage after 10
suppose to go out with sy and fiona
dunno how now.
super sian!!!!!
i'm feeling damn sian for the whole of today
somehow i dun feel good.
sick and all these.
i just feel like going out to enjoy myself
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT TOTALLY SUCKS WHEN U GOT NO MONEY!



i miss u totally
it feels wierd not receiving smses from u
u always say "its not like i will die tml"
but i always wanted to tell u
its not abt u dying but its the leaving
one day u might just gonna meet someone good and everything will end
i'm just afraid that day will come.
but i'm not in any position to hold u back
i do miss u being my girlfriend.
i really do........
i guess my emotional side is taking over me now :)